Hopeless

Hall 10 boggle made in to the semi again this year. Instead of feeling happy as a captain, I'm feeling quite pissed. Like what I had said before, boggle is not longer fun like last year. All the while I though it might due to stress. From all the trainings and the HUGE responsibilty of being a manager made me feel like I'm going to get mad soon.

The team only lost to Hall 15 during the 1st day making them(Hall 10) the 1st runner-up of Group A. As some of you may know, my best friend from Group B was the winner of Group B. I'm gald that both of us made it into semi, yet both of the halls will be playing for the seed to get into finals. To those people with no sportsmanship, thinking that good friends will betray their hall to just to let the other win, I can tell u loudly or scream into your ears, we are not that kind of people. We are people who live with pride and dignity, we wont let the each other win just because the other wants the medal more than the other.

To Mr TYH, just to let u know, or u may not know, or which ever kpo give u my blog add or watever, I don't care, stop acting like u're the captain of the team. I feel so intimated as a captain. I'm a human not a puppet. So what if the ex-captain let you decide on the line-up and stuff. As a captain this year, I hope to have more authority and repect from all my players. Because of you, I'm losing the respect of some players especially the male freshie in our team. It's the captain authority to decide on the line-up and know who is palying for each seat. Not for an outsider who give up boggle because of GIP, not even the manager and of course not the captain. If your passion for boggle is really so humongous, then I guess you would not go for GIP without telling the team in advance and leaving us to die. Stop acting like you are the god of Hall 10 bringing us to the semi again. You may have lots of influence in the rest of the players but I refuse to admit my break through was entirely your effort. If one never put in their own time n effort to train, there'll never be a improvement or success in the player. I belive in myself and I proved to myself that it's because of the time I've put in for boggle to win.

To the male freshie, you may want to follow the foot step of Mr TYH, go ahead. You'll definitely lose your respect from me and your opponent. Maybe you don't even care, but as a little reminder, you're going to get backstad if u continue to act so self-centered and think that you're better than the other. To tell you the truth, you are really a lousy player compared to my friend. Stop thinking you are good and know the rules every well. If you are really so good, then I guess you should have won Hall 15 and your scrabble game.

To the idotic rec and a-rec sec, stop acting like both of you know the game every well, especially for the a-rec sec. You were not around for any of our training and I doubt you know boggle well. So please stop influencing on my decision. If Mr Rec Sec want to think the success is own to Mr TYH and being in the semi is just the contination of last year success, I'm totally fine with all of you for not respecting me as a captain. But when can all of you stop linking boggle with Mr TYH? He's really not the best player in NTU and I'm waiting for the downfall of him.

Sorry to all my 52 friends, I'm going to move out of hall soon. Or maybe I should say I can't wait to move out now. Cos Mr TYH is now staying in 52, I can't stand staying in the same block with someone who don't even give me basic respect. To someone who doubt my dignity. I'm a proud person and I cannot stand or I should say I HATE people who doubt my pride. I'll miss 52 good memories and of course my lovely tennis team. Good luck to all the tennis player, I hope you guys can make it to the final next year. I'm feeling super proud as your manager. Hall 10 has no meaning to me now. The more I play for the hall, the more I feel that it doesn't appreciate me as a player. Not recognising my hard work, time and effort. If that's the case, I'll just make a stop to my 2 years of hall life. Thank meiying for giving me the most beautiful and wonderful feeling for hall.

ps: the use of them, they and their is because I not longer consider myself as a Hall 10 player. I'm just a lousy, being puppet, stupid, weak Hall 10 ex-captain now!!!